Rachelle
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Well ladies,, I have discovered the pleasure of dressing , six months after I got married ,, before that I had no clue of what I was to become , I was 26 years old at the time,, that was sometimes ago 1982 lol, my wife was to my eyes the ultimate , the way she dressed ,talk , walk , she was every thing to me, than I started to wander !! What if it was me wearing all those pretty things so one day I tried on her clothes, all of her pretty things, the feeling of all those pretty things so Beautiful , so soft on my skin was incredible ,, at that moment , I knew , there was no turning back, it was to good !!! How could it be just for the ladies ??? I needed to understand for myself as a Crossdresser, yes i said it “” A “ Crossdresser " a term I had much difficulties with .
To me, the term Crossdresser is very Demeaning .
I know this what I am but why do I have to put a label on myself as who I am?
After a long search of who I am?Well, it turn out to be, I am just a person that love to dressed beautiful, but the clothes that I love most belong to the other SEX, why? Why? Why? It feels so good on me! But as we all know, it is a very taboo issue for most, but after a long reflection of my life, I decided to embrace my love of being beautiful to my own eyes, what and who comes after, judgemental family members and all the critics of this world was a lot easier to accept, a lot easier to deal with, as the first person I had to deal with was ME!
I have got in many situations where I had to face the people of my close entourage,,, face to face and I realized that , playing it as my casual me , was the best way to go , as if it dose not matter to me , how could it matter to them ??? do I live my life for me or for them?
I met one of my Daughters at the Gay Pride , wearing a Cinderella dress, I dealt with business customers, Government agent at my door and more people as such at my private residence, I was so nervous about it, but at the end, when the cat is out of the bag you might as well go on with it, play it as casual and see where the chips fall, so the next time that they see me all dolled up, it will be a lot easier for me and for them ….
So ! At the end who am I?
Just a person that love to dressed sharp, exotic, sensual and Beautiful for myself, and maybe if someday love knock at my door it will be because I love myself first.Rachelle ((( Toute Belle ))) this is me ……
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